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July 20th: Retain a shall
Those who want
something and long for it, what will you do you after you have
it?Those who hide their ambiguity what will you when the curtain
falls?
Those who are stubborn on their ignorant, what will you do when
fall in love?
You!
What will you do when you at last forget?
A gray hope that will destroy, but will retain a shell?
Come find a purpose,
an excitement, an attachment
Come find the will
His look, as blank
as a dead man’s eye
Was still looking to a far distance
Waiting
written by Omid at
7:19 am
July 7th:
Large Map or Iran
After I have
searched for a large and detailed map of Iran with no success I
made it and
here it is but
please just refer to my site and don't copy it since it did
really took me a long time to make it ! Thanks
Large map of Iran
written by Omid at
6:20 pm
December
17th: If you think about it real hard ...
I don't know if you've got this "Send to all" messages in your
messengers which is turning to a kind of spam but sometimes some
of them turn out to be quite interesting such as this one :
"If you really think
about it you'll realize that life is not worth living and if you
think some more you'll see that life is not worth dying for
either, but
if you really think you'll see that dying and living is
worth thinking about , therefore maybe you should always remember that what you have
today might have been what you wished for yesterday and might
be your biggest wish tomorrow, therefore always try to
appreciate what you have today"
Translated from Persian
written by Omid at 12:30
December
12th:
Micheal Moore
in
Iran
After seeing the movie Fahrenheit 9/11 an Iranian said " It sure
is a great country, where someone like Moore trashes the
president and gets away with it - and makes so much money!"
Just imagine if you Moore was in Iran ...
written by Omid at 12:30
December
10th:
The last 16th of Azar and Khatami !
In his last speech for the Students in
Tehran university, Khatami faced lot's of hostility and
criticism from his main and foremost supporters.
Change comes slow, so slow that
sometimes we don't see it's arrival. Sometimes we want, expect
and hope for so many changes that we can not ever be satisfied
by these slow invisible changes, so unsatisfied that we
drop it... to the ground.
Being scared of losing what you've
achieved so far, wanting to satisfy everyone and of course
failing to satisfy even one and worst of all being thrown in to
the pool of complications and knots not even created by you is
part of everyone's life and struggle, but just imagine Khatami
amongst us, the never working all wanting Iranian who criticize
everything.
Do you remember when you were a hot
headed stupid student? Oh I do! And when I compare ourselves
with the new generation of students, well I'm pretty proud of
us! I have no respect for these guys.
In some part of his speech Khatami
said that he kept silent when the whole structure of the
government was at stack, well the first thing this reminded me
was the words of Imam Ali; "I remain silent to keep the base of
Islam intact", but then I stopped and went no further!
All these said I know that we are all
disappointed with Khatami, with the way reform is going or
actually not going and we don't quit understand why the last 5-6
years he has been so paralyzed and why did he let himself drown
in the knot - or traps - left by those before him.
written by Omid at 1:00
December 8th: Teach me nature to subdue !
Ah wretch! believ'd the spouse of God in vain,
Confess'd within the slave of love and man.
Assist me, Heav'n! but whence arose that pray'r?
Sprung it from piety, or from despair?
Ev'n here, where frozen chastity retires,
Love finds an altar for forbidden fires.
I ought to grieve, but cannot what I ought;
I mourn the lover, not lament the fault;
I view my crime, but kindle at the view,
Repent old pleasures, and solicit new;
Now turn'd to Heav'n, I weep my past offence,
Now think of thee, and curse my innocence.
Of all affliction taught a lover yet,
'Tis sure the hardest science to forget!
How shall I lose the sin, yet keep the sense,
And love th' offender, yet detest th' offence?
How the dear object from the crime remove,
Or how distinguish penitence from love?
Unequal task! a passion to resign,
For hearts so touch'd, so pierc'd, so lost as mine.
Ere such a soul regains its peaceful state,
How often must it love, how often hate!
How often hope, despair, resent, regret,
Conceal, disdain — do all things but forget.
But let Heav'n seize it, all at once 'tis fir'd;
Not touch'd, but rapt; not waken'd, but inspir'd!
Oh come! oh teach me nature to subdue,
Renounce my love, my life, myself — and you.
Fill my fond heart with God alone, for he
Alone can rival, can succeed to thee.
How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
Alexander Pope
written by Omid at 23:30
December
3rd: Understanding each other !
I wish
understanding was not fake and did not derive from personal experience!
written by Omid at 20:20
December
2nd: First post !
My First post will shout
in small words the hollow sound of hope to myself. It will
announce itself as "The gray hope" or "Omid Khakestari", it will
not be about finding a goal, analyzing and following it.
This site will record
all that is hope and all that is Omid, it will be about my
struggle, but not about me, it will not try to replace, and Omid
Lavasani's weblog will make new vows about the reason for it's
existence.
As a technical goal I will experiment with words values
in search engines (SEO ) and will try to find the best way to
optimize the rank and result of certain words or combination of
them in search engines;
My first goal : When you search Omid in
google this weblogs ranks as 21st ! I want to raise it to No.1.
Right now if you search the name Omid or Lavasani in Persian or
Lavasani in English my site will come up. After this I will put
harder ( more general) words and then try to rank it number one
and maintain it.
written by Omid at 2:30
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